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I just returned from my AMAZING! Trip to Japan/Singapore!
Im so sad i didnt spend more time in Singapore... anyways i start my journal updates on my activitiee soon!

I should have written it on the trains xD doi! But oh well ill do it now x3

It was amazing and so releasing. Not in a "I went on a trip and found myself" way but more like a great change of pace kind of way...

I had some depressive episodes on my trip but overall very fun. Now that Im back I hope I can keep up the good spirit. Even when I do get episodes I hope that i can manage it by generally trying to keep up routines i developed on my trip! Huzzah!

Saw lots of things i feel inspiring too! Also lots of tkrb!

I think i saved myself from going feral on merch by being into MDZS the most rn and also having to move soon... but i did A3 blind box (ouch). Tkrb stuff was more about the experience so Im safe hehe.
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Currently I'm planning a trip to Japan!
It's my reward for graduating haha...
Very lucky to have some help paying for it as a gift fro my parents.

Will be heading over there in February :3
It's been so hard to plan! There are a lot of things that I want to do that I just won't be able to.

For example I'm really interested in going to Ainu culture things because one of my best friends has some heritage and I really like the style of their traditional designs... but it is SO difficult to find museums and stores and information about Ainu that are accessible!! D:
The best places are too far in the countryside (ie the bus comes once a day...), or are just too far from my itinerary (8+hours one way by shinkansen)..... and the killer is that the ones that fit perfectly are closed for renovation but open just weeks after I leave xD AGH!!!

There are a few restaurants I can visit and a small part of museum but it's just not the same... I suppose it's also a symptom of Ainu culture generally not being well known and suppressed by Japan. Very sad! :( Hopefully one day I'll be able to come out here again in a different season.
I'd like to buy some art-pieces but I just don't think it's possible for me to go out there without a car and I am not renting a car.

I was really surprised even in Japan that Ainu people are not well known. I suppose that coming from an area where I was given a lot of education about the indigenous tribes in my area, somehow I must have stumbled onto a little bit of information on them? I honestly can't remember. It was before around 7th grade for me, because I remember playing Okami PS2 and thinking Kamui was a lot like Ainu stuff. I think it's cool Golden Kamuy has raised general interest in Ainu culture. I read a little bit of it, but only a few chapters. Basically enough to know what it is lol.


In general I'm super excited. I have 3 weeks there and then almost a week in Singapore, then it's back home~

I don't have much to do personally right now and searching for job has been hard ><
Also feeling some frustrations in my social life right now... feeling like I'm being ignored sucks. But the good news is that I also made up with someone else and I have plans to see some friends I haven't seen in forever! So incredible to retain friendships in far away places, thanks to the internet :3
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just feeling awful right now :(
so many words but none that work.

it's just really hard being really depressed and still job searching.

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